| we're in indy for the day and the tour has been awesome. martyr ad is one of the heaviest bands ever! hanah is jealous of me cause there are a few shows with them and SAS. the stretch guys are way cool and amazing live as always. we'll be in grand rapids tomorrow and that should be fun. hopefully we'll get to see some of the stilly boys then. im getting a laptop soon!!!! so ill be somewhat up with things from the road. i miss everyone back home and cant wait to see you guys.
i want to know when my freakin break in october is now!!!
hanah is amazing and i dont think ill ever get tired of talking to her. | comments: 7 comments or Leave a comment   |
| | Current Music: | minus the bear- | | Subject: | sigh | | Time: | 06:28 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/acedia/littlegent/blank.gif) baha men |
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| im in lemoyne, pennsylvania and she is in fort collins colorado. that is too far...too far away.
everyone should watch the usual suspects right now. if you dont you're dumb. | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | modest mouse-something or other | | Subject: | alright...this is it | | Time: | 05:48 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/acedia/littlegent/exhausted.gif) bah |
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| i leave again tomorrow. its been wonderful seeing all of my friends. i am glad to leave again tomorrow. things dont feel like home when im not with the guys. this tour will be amazing. everyone, everywhere should go to their respective dates. i get to see some good friends while we're out and im totally stoked for that. san diego is a hotbed for awesome friends on this tour. so im totally stoked about when we'll be there, even if its for a short time...
keep the see of metal alive in your hearts and its dark chasm of hatred will bring you life among the dead. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Subject: | hanah | | Time: | 05:22 am |
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| | i have lately made friends with the absolute coolest, hottest, and sweetest girl EVER. i can honestly say that she is incredibly genuine and easily the sweetest girl ive ever spoken to. she is also one of the most beautiful girls ever... she's not a side note in this post, she is the point of this post. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | in the arms of sleep | | Subject: | i need you tonight | | Time: | 01:11 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/acedia/littlegent/sad.gif) meloncholy |
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| sad fact is, we're all worthless. my loved ones have always tried to tell me otherwise, but this truth is too real to deny. we all realize this at some point in our lives; the only differnce between that being the statement your life leaves on this earth and in other peoples' hearts, and it being an annoyance that comes and goes every once in a long while, is knowing that regardless of how worthless you or other people have made this life, the lord will always love you and place more value on you than all of creation.
"these times come and they go by us as years of experience and seconds of recollection"
-some poet-
enjoy your life and love the lord. this is where happiness stems and contentment is found.
-st. augustine-
give thanks for-
1.salvation.
2.friends.
3.all of the things that have once been good and are now not as good, that we have the opportunity and audacity to complain about.
think about what your loved ones mean to you, then tell them you love them. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | zao-ravage ritual | | Subject: | Carmel | | Time: | 11:56 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/acedia/littlegent/satisfied.gif) poo |
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| im in indiana right now and we are taking a break. i just toured with zao and as i lay dying. it was fun and all the guys were really cool. ill be in the houston area next week for a week or so. then more touring. though im not in a band right now, im having the time of me life. this, is what ive always dreamed of doing. i miss everyone and hope to see you guys while im home.
MEDIA UPDATE
1/2.spiderman two was pretty good...the video game is incredible.
3.the new zao record is very good.
4.anchorman is possibly the funniest movie ever made.
5.king arthur is possibly the worst movie with swords ever made. | | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment |
| im in the ok state. steve's parents are wonderful and his step mom makes awesome blue berry muffins. pray for us. long drives suck. pray for the jon benet and highwater too. we'll be driving through some heavy rain today... im going to bed.
my neice's name will be hanah lynn sides | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| big entertainment center- 60$ (im dumb, its worth around 150$)
classy record player/stereo- 250$ (kind of an antique as far as record players go. Sounds amazing)
DVDS (all in good shape)
indiana jones trilogy-25$
the boondock saints-8$
what dreams may come-8$
robin hood prince of thieves-8$
last of the mohicans-8$
star wars episode one-8$
texas chainsaw massacre -15$ (new version/crapload of extras)
the count of monte cristo-8$
Fight Club-15$ (double disc edition with neato book)
spiderman-10$
facedown records dvd-10$
furnace fest dvd-10$
dead poets society-8$
teenage mutant ninja turtles two: the secret of the ooze-8$
CDS-10$ (none of these copies have been listened to more than once nor have i rubbed my greasy little hands over their booklets)
Modest Mouse-good news for people who love bad news
Pantera-far beyond driven
Further Seems Forever-how to start a fire
Emery-the weeks end
Zao-liberate te ex inferis
tenchu stealth assassins (ps2)- 18$
(Freakin wicked ninja death kill game)
PEOPLE HAVE THEIR EYES ON THIS ALREADY
lotr extended fellowship & 2 towers-15$ each or 25$ for both
if youve ever seen me stylin a cool shirt, and thought to yourself "What a fag!", you're not alone. I dont want to list em all, but if youve seen one you lied, ask about it.
Thanks for your help guys. 281 636 7726 | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| my dad told me last night via phone message that he was done supporting me. this wasnt a too big of a heartbreaker, since as far as the understanding/nurturing part of supporting goes, my father quit that when i was 9. this being the case, i have absolutely no money and am leaving to go on tour with htd one week from today. im not too worried about things, im sure they'll work out. jesus and all...
anyway the point of this message is that i am selling some things, pretty much all things that anyone might be interested in. if you have ever seen anything cool in my room, on me, or in my car, or if you want my car...anything i have is pretty much up for grabs. to list a few...well alot of things...
ugly but awesome 94 nissan sentra- 800$
big entertainment center- 60$
classy record player/stereo- 250$
tenchu stealth assassins (ps2)- 15$
DVDS (all in good shape)
lotr extended fellowship & 2 towers-12$ each
back to the future trilogy-25$
indiana jones trilogy-25$
the usual suspects-8$
edward scissor hands-8$
the boondock saints-8$
what dreams may come-8$
robin hood prince of theives-8$
braveheart-8$
last of the mohicans-8$
star wars episode one-5$
seven- 12$ (cool packaging)
(new) texas chainsaw massacre -10$
the count of monte cristo-8$
spiderman-8$
facedown records dvd-10$
furnace fest dvd-10$
queen dvd-10$ (wicked!!)
if ever youve seen me wearing a shirt you might want, name your price and we'll talk business. | | comments: 14 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | damien rice- the blowers daughter | | Subject: | its nice | | Time: | 12:14 am |
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| its really nice to know that you all care.
pray for highwater
pray for death | | comments: 6 comments or Leave a comment |
| you are going to die someday. this shouldnt bother you, it should inspire you. be with your friends as often as you can. live your life and love your life. make sure that the people you love know that you love them. live your life and love your life.
st augustine: "love the Lord and enjoy your life."
peter : "I'm workin' on it Augi, I'm workin' on it."
i saw a movie called saved today. other than that it was a dumb movie, im not sure what to think of it. if you see this movie and care to share your opinion with me, contact me at 555 peter=shitfaceboy or simply reply to this message. just to clarify, i unlike most other people of my faith was not offended by this movie, im just curious to see what other people thinks its point was.
i would very much like to hang out with Dann, Chris, and my Drew sometime soon. call me next time you guys are at denny's.
pray for:
my dad
my pretty lady jess
and highwater waltz | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| if you havent yet heard, persephone will be playing a whole set on friday the 11th with hoods and a couple of other bands. if you want more info or would like to tell hatetank how stupid they are for continuing a band that has attempted numerous times to kill itself, then please visit www.hatetank.org. im really glad we're playing it and have very much missed the band. jess is going to come. she is awesome and laughs fun. i miss you guys and cant wait to see everyone. itd be cool if you all came to the show and made it like a welcome home party for me. bring your friends. this show should be like old times...meaning id like it if there were more than 5 people there.
HOODS - Victory Records
TEN CROWNS - Counterintelligence Records
ANIMOSITY - Tribunal Records
PERSEPHONE
THE SCARRED
Fitzgeralds
Doors @ 8:00 All Ages $10
pray for forgiveness. spend more time in the word. make sure the people you love know that you love them. | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| hello friends.
the road has been awesome to me. i love everyday more than the one before. haste the day is awesome and i love them to death. still remains is super cool too and alot of fun to hang out with. last but certainly not least, the bowels of judas are my favorite guys in the world. they make me laugh and have a neater van than us. right now im in pheonix with some friends of the chaulk brothers. they are really good to us and feed us well. they took us to this wicked cool rec center with water slides and stuff...muy sweet. yesterday murph and i climbed a mountain...literaly! then i bought a pedro cd and it made me think of steve. then i also bought a pantera cd and it made me think of my beloved micheal carrigan whom i miss the most.
leslee had an awesome trip and returned home sick but safe. thats awesome. im a jerk...
i would like for dann, jenn, chris, the eagle, and my drewy to know that i miss them dearly. im having an awesome time. i miss you all, but im glad im not around right now. ill be home in the next week or so until the end of june when i will get to spend some time with leslee.
my mission for you: (not a joke, you should really do this)
each of you must go to your cd collection/local record store/computer/where ever it is you will find this song, and listen to the one song that completely evokes the most child-like, innocent, beautiful, and peaceful feeling music has ever made you feel. not a depressing one, or one that reminds you of hard times, but the one song that gives you peace, if only for the few minutes that it is playing. then after listening to it... reply to this post and let me know what it is. my two songs are thirty three and cupid de locke by the smashing pumpkins.
i love you guys.
pray for the tour, your friends, family, and the people you've hurt. | | comments: 7 comments or Leave a comment |
| my heart moves on. my heart moves on. my heart moves.
my heart...
tehe. gitty boy=fluttery heart=the best kiss ever.
i mean it though. ever!!! | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| ok ok ok. here's the deal.
HASTE THE DAY
STILL REMAINS
THE BOWELS OF JUDAS
and some other band
7pm $8
the three of you that read this before tonight should go. if you were already planning on going, then tell 5 people about it. go out of your way and tell 5 people about it. plus buy all the haste the day stuff you can get your hands on. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | converge-bitter and then some | | Subject: | i hope you die tonight | | Time: | 09:16 am | | Current Mood: | beautiful as the sun |
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| does anyone else wish that i was dead?
this of course would make it much easier for my friends to walk all over me, so im going to guess thats a yes.
someday we will all know how it feels to care for someone in this way. we will carry them kicking and screaming to help them become who we know they should be. they find success and happiness, mostly because we guided them to find it...
then they will forget us.
my only hope is that when it happens to you, they only forget you, rather than cut you off and repeatedly stab you in the back.
one friend. i can think of one friend in my life who cares enough about my heart/well being to avoid hurting me.
on the off chance you're wondering who that might be, if you're reading this, it isnt you. | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | the jon benet-11th century folk lore | | Subject: | this is the ending | | Time: | 02:56 pm | | Current Mood: | thats not complacent |
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| i am through with all of this. no more chasing. i am happy with where i almost am. once i reach that point i will let things be. let them happen. im tired of the world buttraping me. weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weweep weep weep. im a drama queen.ep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.weep weep weep. im a drama queen.
weep weep weep. im a drama queen. | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| even thoough id like to be on the road. im glad to be able to see my friends.
i want to be a samurai. i want to rescue the princess...did samurai do that whole rescuing princesses thing? oh well, still want to.
thank god for movies, music, and friends. | | comments: Leave a comment |
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